The decade is coming to an end tomorrow at midnight and it’s time I finally let this secret out. For the past 10 years, I’ve collected videos and photos of myself crying. I even went as far as to make a slideshow of me crying with Lizzo’s “Juice” in the background (which I’m trying to find, but my computer isn’t turning on). You see, I’m obsessed with myself. I like to see what I look like in every situation/emotion.
It’s about time I let you guys into my life. This is me at my rawest and most vulnerable state. I was bullied a lot in middle school and I never really stood up for myself. I just cried and I cried a lot. My nick name soon became cry baby. I felt like a weak and emotionally unstable person.
I have been very open about my sadness and how the past decade has literally been a shit-show. I spent a lot of time locked away in my room crying.
I saw a HUGE rainbow today and it made me realize that even after a storm, the sun comes out, shines, and creates a beautiful rainbow.
I am so ready to leave my sadness and pain in this decade and move on!
Roaring 20s, here we come! May this decade bring us peace, prosperity, and happy cry-crying videos.
Thank you so much for reading. I love you all so much.
~till next time!!